Thoughts Over Tea – Among the Thunder and the Lightning

I usually get some odd looks when I tell people about my slight obsession with storms.  Most people are frightened of storms, and for good reasons! But even though I’ve had a close encounter with a tornado, I still find storms something to wonder at.

I think it has something to do with my father’s love for weather. He’s like some sort of amateur meteorologist. Just to give a few examples: He has been able to rattle off meteorological terms and forecasts for as long as I can remember, he has read a weather blog of a local meteorologist since before blogging was cool, and before that read books about weather.

But his love for weather went past the factual aspects. I can remember summer and late spring afternoons where he would run outside to look at the storm approaching. If it was still a ways off, he would let me come outside as well and watch as the winds hurried the dark clouds across the sky. Then, when it got too close, he would hurry us all back inside before the lightning had a chance to strike. Then whenever there was a tornado warning, my dad would inevitably go outside to see if he could catch a glimpse of it. Even if it wasn’t close, he still would go out onto the porch in case there was some chance he could see it. He was never scared of storms, but instead looked into them with a sense of wonder.

As I got older, I began to brave outside on my own during these times. The sky grows dark in the distant, and during the summer, you can watch the lightening streaks across the sky as the storm grows closer and closer. The wind begins to howl through the trees, and then the rain band on the edge of the clouds becomes visible. I would stay outside as long as I could. Thunder crashing around me, and the wind blowing my hair out behind my back. It’s in these moments, I know why my dad stared at the storm with wonder.

Every shower and dew, bless the Lord.
All you winds, bless the Lord.
Fire and heat, bless the Lord.
Cold and chill, bless the Lord.
Dew and rain, bless the Lord.
Frost and chill, bless the Lord.
Ice and snow, bless the Lord.
Nights and days, bless the Lord.
Light and darkness, bless the Lord.
Lightnings and clouds, bless the Lord.

The above quote is a piece of the Canticle of the Three Youths from the Book of Daniel. The whole thing is beautiful and one of my favorites as it talks about how nature praises God. Storms especially bring me my heart to praise. They have a beauty that is terrible and a deadly at times, but they are one of the few things humanity cannot grasp in their hands and weld for themselves. They spark a part of me that longs for adventure along with the thrill of not knowing what is going to happen. While they might tear down trees and even homes, they leave the earth recharged and refreshed. They capture colors that can never be expressed with paint, and leave the earth smelling sweet and moist. They generate lightening so powerful that it cuts through the air creating the thunder I not only hear but feel. Their power is great, and it reminds me of how my God who created the storms is so powerful.

God knows my love of storms. He has often provided them at times when my heart is most troubled and need of peace. As if to remind me who is in control, he sends me something completely beautiful yet totally out of my hands. He wants to show me that if I can see the beauty (His beauty) in this storm, than I can see the beauty in my own storms.

Do you see beauty in something others believe is scary or uninteresting? Why do you find it beautiful? How might God use that to speak to you?

Earl Roast Coffee and Tea: Jade’s Spot – Part 2

Jade sulked up to Earl Roast Coffee and Tea the next Saturday at 9:05 a.m. Her week had been entirely tiring. Five long days of arranging flowers and tending to the plants in her parent’s shop, Crystalline Nursery. She absolutely needed coffee and some time to herself away from rude costumers and her nagging parents.

When she entered the shop, the warm smell of coffee brought her shoulders up as well as a very slight smile. However, both quickly fell as she realized her favorite spot was once again occupied by none other than Dr. Smarty-Tail Vincent. Jade groaned with annoyance as she watched him flip a page in his large leather bound book. Her smile turned into a scowl when she realized there was absolutely no where else to sit.

Well what am I supposed to do? She thought with a huff and a cross of her arms as she got in line behind two highly tattooed elves. They also kept glancing at the shop with a look of distaste, and murmuring to each other. However, their annoyance only made Jade more perturbed as she was afraid they would get any free seat before her.

“Where are we supposed to sit?” The woman elf snapped at Earl when they got up to the counter.

“Well,” Earl said rubbing his neck, “You could share a table with one of our other guests?”

She looked offended, and Jade honestly didn’t blame her. The last thing Jade wanted to do was sit with someone she didn’t know. What if they didn’t stop talking to her the whole time? She shivered at the thought. Though maybe she could sit at a table with someone who ultimately will get annoyed with her presence at their table and leave. She hoped that would happen. It was the best possible solution. Jade stepped up to her place in line as the elfish couple walk out without ordering. She smirked as the stormed out the back door. One less person to take a seat away from her.

“Jade,” Earl said with a crocked smile, “What would you like to have today?”

“For Vincent to be removed.” Jade said coldly eyeing the griffin.

Earl laughed obviously oblivious to how serious she was. She narrowed her eyes at him, but that only caused his smile to fade slightly, “Oh come on, Jade. It doesn’t have your name on it.”

“Well….”

“Jade!” An elderly voice called from behind her. No, it couldn’t be. Jade slowly turned around and saw Vincent waving to her with a large smile, “I was hoping you would come back! Since it’s so packed today, would you like to sit with me?”

Jade was just about to say, “NO, THANK YOU!” when Earl pipped up behind her, “Of course she would! That’s her favorite spot in this whole shop!”

Jade stuttered. She felt like running out of the coffee shop as she was painfully aware of how many people were staring at her. Why do I even come to this place? “Of course.” Was all she could mutter as she turned back to Earl with fire in her eyes, “Mocha Latte Grande.” Digging through her purse she found the exact change and slammed it on the counter before walking over to the table.

Jade sat down avoiding his eye contact. Her whole insides were protesting this arrangement, and she kept casting not-so-subtle glares at Earl as he prepared her coffee with a look of extreme satisfaction.

“I’m so glad you came in today,” The griffin cooed before she could even pull out her phone to block him out, “I got the feeling you were a regular here.”

“Really?” Jade said coolly. She didn’t want to be rude to the old man, but she also didn’t want him to get the wrong idea that she intended to talk the whole time.

“Yes, yes. I’ve been a regular at this shop since Earl opened up ten years ago. Dragon roasted coffee is just better than any other coffee, at least that I’ve tried. Even the witches with all their fancy brewing methods can’t beat the natural roasting process the dragons use. Do you agree?”

“The witches try too hard,” Jade said quickly eyeing his large yellow eyes, “They just want to discover something new and exciting, instead of mastering the basics.” Why am I even having this conversation? I should have just gone home.

“My thoughts exactly,” He took a sip of his coffee and smacked his tongue against his beak, “Just divine.”

Jade smiled weakly and glanced back over to Earl. He did not seem to be in any hurry to get Jade her coffee. She narrowed her eyes at him hoping he would noticed her glaring.

“Are you and Earl close then?”

Jade paused turning back to him unsure of the intent of the question, “Um we know each other, but only because I come here regularly.”

“Ah!” He said looking at her intently, “You do not know then.”

Jade’s eyes went wide. What didn’t she know? Was he dying? Was he actually a nymph eating dragon?

The old griffin laughed, “Oh dear! Do not worry. It is nothing serious! Well… Unless you count the giant troll incident.” This only made Jade more horrified. “My that didn’t help did it. Let me speak more plainly.”

“Please!” Jade said quickly looking over at Earl to make sure he wasn’t doing anything nefarious with her coffee.

“Earl, likes to…”

“One Mocha Latte with a hint of mint,” Jade all but jumped out of her chair. Earl caught her with his free hand and steadied her. How did he get over here so fast? She had literally just looked over at him and he was prepping the drink, “Sorry! I know how much you love mint so I added a bit to it. Didn’t think it was scare you that much.”

Jade hesitantly took the coffee from him and placed it on the table. Mint my vines! It was probably poison of some sort that he added.

“It’s probably my fault.” Vincent sighed, “I have gone and made a mess of your reputation. This old mind doesn’t work the way it used to.”

“Nonsense!” Earl said placing his claws on Vincent’s shoulders, “You are brilliant! And I’m sure your students would say the same thing.”

Jade was sure the old man blushed beneath his feathers. He continued to insist that he wasn’t brilliant, just incredibly lucky. However, even though Jade wished to never see the man again, she could tell he was obviously very brilliant. She dared to take a glance at the books he was reading and found they were stacks of lore not even written in a language she recognized. All the intricate loops and lines were much more interesting than the Common Elfish used now.

“Are you interested in Old Faerie?” The old man said with a hint of excitement.

Jade stiffened and looked up at Vincent and Earl who were staring at her, “Oh no. Just looked pretty.”

“Does it not?” This only seemed to make the man more excited, “It was believed by the fairies during the late 13000s that the words written should be just as beautiful as the words they represented. This story is about the beauty of nature (one of their favorite topics not surprisingly).” He picked up the book to allow Jade a closer look and pointed to a word painted with long, thin strokes and little black tips on the ends, “This word is part of a sentence talking about a type of tree. They tried through the use of longer lines and those black tips to represent the beauty of the branches. Isn’t that beautiful?”

Jade nodded in spite of herself yet she began to wonder how this man got possession of such old books, “That is interesting. What did they use to paint the lettering?”

“They used a type of tree called granitwood to form different sized styluses as well as a few brushes made from unicorn hair and the same wood, and then often used Fool’s Berry for the ink.”

Jade’s eyebrows went up, “Fool’s berry? They used berry juice.”

Vincent laughed, “It’s called fool’s berry for a reason. You see it dyes anything, including your face, mouth, and teeth for weeks.”

Jade shivered in horror and hoped no one ever gave her one.

“Not to worry though! There were some sour trolls who ensured the plant went extinct.” Jade relaxed, “However, it was incredibly permanent on paper and an excellent way to scribe things people wanted to remain for a long time.”

Jade nodded and Earl clapped his hands together, “Fascinating, Vincent! You really should give a talk here about ancient texts. I’m sure people would love to hear about their ancestors.”

“Well, I’m no historian.” He said as he smacked his lips, “I’m simply a lorist.”

Jade wrinkled her nose at Earl, “Don’t you have coffee to be roasting?”

As if he had completely forgotten himself, he jumped and ran back to the counter where a frazzled red dragoness was trying desperately to prep and serve irritable costumers all at the same time. He apologized to us as he ran, and the red dragoness cast him a rather annoyed glance.

Vincent sighed, “Earl is such a good man. He’s been trying to get me to speak at the coffee shop for years about my work. I just don’t think anyone would be interested.”

“I don’t know about that.” Jade said hesitantly eyeing her coffee as she picked it. She took a small sip. The smooth warm blend of mint, chocolate, and coffee however lead her to take a larger one.

“Really?” He cooed.

“Yes.” Jade said relishing in her coffee, “It seems interesting enough I’m sure people would come.”

“Maybe.” His voice lowed as he paused deep in thought. Jade took another long sip of her coffee and looked out into the shop. That same minotaur was there again. It must be fate, she thought. She would have to write about him later, “Would you come?”

“Yes,” Jade froze realizing what she said, “I mean maybe. It would depend on the day.”

“Splendid! I’ll start planning it as soon as I go home tonight, and I will let Earl know to tell you.” He clicked his claws together before he sat back in his chair, deep in thought.

Why had she said that? She thought desperately as she stared blankly at the shop. The topic did interest her, especially the part about the manuscript and calligraphy. She practiced calligraphy and prided herself on how beautiful her notes always looked. Eyeing the manuscripts again, she desperately wished to copy them into her notebook so she could study them later and learn how to write the symbols herself.

“So tell me a bit about you?” The griffin said sitting back up in his chair, “Earl said you write.”

Jade shifted uncomfortably in her seat, “Yes,” she said as she took a sip of her coffee in an effort to give herself time to think, “Though I’m not keen on strangers reading my work.”

He chuckled, “Most aren’t I’ve learned. It’s not easy to have your work scrutinized, I should know. I’ve published many scholarly works, and sometimes I think certain people follow me around just to give me bad reviews.” He sighed ruffling his dark brown feathers.

Jade eyed him, “You’re published?”

“All professors are. It’s part of our job. Though scholarly works aren’t nearly as spectacular as publishing fiction. You really get some nasty reviews there.”

“Wait…” Jade put her coffee down on the table turning to face him, “You’ve published fiction?”

“Yes,” He laughed almost looking embarrassed, “Just a small little series based off my work in Lore.”

Jade gaped at him. He said it like it was nothing, yet being published was her dream. A thousand questions popped into her head that she wanted to ask him, but she couldn’t put them into a cohesive sentience.

All that was able to come out of her lips was, “How?”

“That’s quite a deep question.” He said picking up his half empty coffee to take a sip, “And I’m quiet done talking about myself. Tell me about your work.”

“Well,” Jade paused as she thought, “I guess I enjoy writing drama. I like to trying to figure people out, and writing their stories even when I haven’t met them.”

“Fascinating,” He seemed to actually mean it. That surprised Jade as her parents and siblings thought she was weird for spying on people all the time, “That is a great way to practice writing. Have you ever attended a university?”

Jade frowned. She knew this question would inevitably come from the griffin, “No, my family wasn’t able to afford it. Plus, I don’t need to go to school to learn to write.”

“True true. Many great authors didn’t. However, if you’re interested in lore and writing you might benefit from it. In fact, I’m working on developing a scholarship for potential students who are interested in concentrating in both lore and composition. I’ll let you know if it comes to anything.”

Jade grunted but said nothing. Those were the kind of promises that people make to make other people feel better.

“Just keep writing though no matter what. That alone will help you to improve.”

Jade nodded than took another sip of her coffee hoping to let the conversation die. The griffin seemed content to let it pass, and after a sigh, he mumbled something about needing to get back to work on prepping for the coming weeks classes. Jade at that felt it safe to take out her notebook and start writing.

She placed the pen on the paper, and once again set back to training her eyes on the minotaur. She let her imagination take her into his life. Why is my head so big? Carol thought as he looked in the mirror. People think I’m so scary, but I’m not. However, even he felt threatened as he looked into his own large yellow eyes, and shivered at how threatening his large twisting horns were. He put his hoves to his eyes, why can’t I just be soft like the unicorns? Don’t I deserve love?

What if I did go to the university? Maybe that’s what I’m looking for. I could finally get away from that horrible store. But how? I could never pay for it…

Jade signed than looked down at her paper. Her notes turned from the story of the minotaur to her own thoughts causing her to curse silently. She made the pin scribble over her own thoughts in hurried motions questioning why she even used this dumb pen when she loved to write herself.

She stared at the scribbles. Why was she even hoping to go to university? Her parents were determined she would take over the family business that had literally been passed down from eldest daughter to eldest daughter for thousands of years. It was a legacy, and she couldn’t turn that down. Could she?

She sighed again taking a very large gulp of her coffee. Looking out into the shop, she caught sight of a group of girls giggling. One of them was also a minotaur. Jade marveled at her because even though she was much larger than the fawn and unicorns that sat with her, she looked happy and confident in her horns. Not like the minotaur that sat alone at his table.

What am I doing with my life? She thought with annoyance. I’m not going anywhere. I literally follow the same routine every week, and I hate it. I’m not even anywhere close to being published.

She turned to eye the griffin. He was deep into his books murmuring to himself as he read. Could she ask him more about the University? About writing? Would it actually be possible?

She opened her mouth to speak then closed it. Gosh, your hopeless.

Than she packed her bags and left without a word at 10:14 a.m.

To be continued…

Earl Roast Coffee and Tea: Jade’s Spot Part 1

“Earl Roast Coffee and Tea: Jade’s Spot” is the first part a short story I am working on. I’m hoping this will eventually turn into a series of short stories taking place at Earl Roast Coffee and Tea. So more is coming soon! 

The corner table of Earl Roast Coffee and Tea was Jade’s spot from 9:00 a.m. till 11 a.m. every Saturday morning. She coveted that spot specifically because it sat on a slightly raised platform allowing Jade full view of the whole coffee shop. There she could spy on other guests as she wrote dramatic backstories of their lives leading up to the moment they sat under the warm glow of Earl Roast’s fairydust lights. Any other place just simply wouldn’t do. She had to have her place. Regulars knew better than sit in that small table. However, new visitors often experienced the unpleasantness of Jade’s harsh green eyes when she was faced with sitting in a new, not so perfect spot.

Today was one of those days. Jade glided into the shop with her emerald green hair floating out behind her, and her brown book bag resting pleasantly on her shoulder. Immediately, her eyes flitted over to a corner where they met a old griffon sitting contently in her coveted spot. He sat sipping out of a red mug and pouring over a stack of old leather bound books through large round spectacles. Jade stood in the door way glaring. Silly old man, she thought with a huffed as she took her place in line to order her drink.

Jade tried to distract herself by looking at all the delicious pastries, and watching the dragon baristas roasting coffee beans in the back with their flames. But she couldn’t help but stare at his rather pleased face. It’s like he knew I would be coming and decided to sit in my spot on purpose. As she glared, he looked up blinking and turned to meet her eyes. Smiling at her he lifted his claw to a wave.  Jade’s shoulders tensed at his pleasantness, and she huffed as she turned away. However, when she glanced back over, he had dove back into his book, completely unphased by her rudeness.

“Old Vincent in your spot, Jade?” She turned toward the voice to find it her turn in line and Earl the dragon barista/owner giving her a scaly smile.

“Is that his name?” She snapped as she stepped up to the counter.

“Yes,” He said as he leaned onto the polished redwood counters, “He usually comes on Friday mornings. Smart guy. Professor at the local University of Magic and Lore, or so I hear. But he must have been busy because he did not come yesterday.” He smirked, “You’re not the only one that favors that spot.”

Jade glared at him, “Jasmine Tea with Elfish honey.” She reached into her bag and pulled out her wallet. Earl shook his head as he took the money from Jade before he went to prepare her drink.

The shop was packed and it was only when Jade turned around to find a table that she realized this. She had been so focused on the old griffin that she hadn’t taken the time to study the rest of the little shop. Her second favorite spot, a table set up in the front bay windows, was full of a group of elfish ladies in rather trendy hats and loose braids that framed their long faces. Jade squashed her nose up at them, Rude. Then she turned to her second favorite spot near the tree that grew up through center of the shop. There the fairydust lights were at their most potent and pleasant, and the view of the shop wasn’t horrible. However, all those tables were full of students on their laptops or couples with very empty looking mugs. Don’t they have somewhere to be?

In fact, all the tables were full except one that sat close to her favorite spot. It wasn’t at all spectacular and much too close to the old griffin. Begrudgingly, she walked over sighing as she sat down in the hard iron chair. Looking around, she noticed couldn’t see the elves in the window seat because of the giant minotaur that sat right in her view. She sighed again, rather loudly so that the griffon could hear it. However, the only effect it seemed to have was to make the griffin turn a page.

Whatever, she thought as she pulled out her notebook, I’ll just write about the minotaur and how annoyingly large his head is. She sat her notebook down on the table and her pin on the paper. It stood up on it’s own ready to write whatever she thought. She still wasn’t sure about these enchanted pens. They had a tendency to write out her distracted thoughts as well and make a mess of her notes. Maybe I should go back to the plain pens. I kind of miss writing on my own.

“Here’s your tea.” Earl said as he set down the tea. Jade kept looking straight and continued to write hoping her pen didn’t get caught on the distraction. Earl moved away but not back to the counter, “Hey Vincent! How are you doing?”

“Just fine thank you!” His voice grated on Jades nerves. It was TOO kind.

“Good to hear! I was worried about you since you didn’t come in yesterday.”

“That’s kind of you. I just had to meet with some students about their projects. You wouldn’t believe some of the work they can produce.” He sighed happily.

“That’s great!” Earl said with a laugh, “Oh, by the way! Have you met Jade?” Her pen fell onto the paper and then rolled to the floor as Jade froze in her seat. He didn’t. “She’s the tree nymph right here.”

“No, I haven’t.” He said with great curiosity.

Jade reluctantly turned to face the two with a pasted smile on her face, “Hello.” Earl’s face was twisted into a rather impish smile, while the old man looked curiously through his spectacles at Jade.

“She’s the writer of the shop. Always coming in here on Saturdays to write up a storm.”

“Splendid.” The man said as he raised his claw to fix his glasses as they slipped down his beak, “I actually teach Ancient Lore and Literature at UML, and I have many creative writers in my classes. In fact, that was just what I was talking to Earl about them. They always cease to amaze me how creative they can be with taking the old lores and turning them into fiction.”

Jade smiled weakly, “I’m sure they are amazing.”

“They are. In fact, if you have something to read, I would love look over it sometime. I never get tired of reading student’s work.” He got quiet holding his claws to his beak, “Even the bad ones.” He laughed and so did Earl, but Jade just smiled as politely as she could. She wanted to get back to her writing and her tea and to be left alone.

“Thank you. Maybe another time. It was nice meeting you though.” She turned back to her tea taking a long pointed sip hoping to indicate the end of the conversation. The two ended their conversations and Earl went back to his position behind the counter in order to serve a very impatient looking unicorn.

Jade sighed, happy the communication was over but left with the unsettling feeling that the old man was watching her. She looked down at the paper and saw it filled with the conversation up to the point that Earl said her name and the pen dropped. She signed then placed her pin back onto the paper and began writing on a new sheet of paper. However, her thoughts ceased to flow and the pen jumped forward in jagged, inconsistent movements that bothered her.

She let the pen fall onto the paper and sipped a large gulp of tea. This is pointless, she thought. Then smacking her lips, she packed up and left at 9:54 a.m. feeling entirely uninspired and frustrated.

To Be Continued….

The Beauty of the Lord: Chasing Birds and Butterflies

My office was empty minutes before 3 p.m. on Good Friday, and I was contemplating my life as I glided around absentmindedly on my rolling chair. I look at my life with nothing less than dissatisfaction. I graduated in December and was blessed to find a job as soon as I graduated. Yet, I’m not married. I’m not engaged. I’m still living at home. I don’t even own my own car. I feel as if I don’t have time to do anything. Not to mention that I still haven’t adapted to life outside of college. Even though I’m in the “adult world,” I feel like a powerless child.

And as I looked at the clock, I realized how much I was acting like a whining child who wasn’t able to do what she wanted as her God and creator died a horrible death so that she could attain the most beautiful gift of all.

I’m annoyed by my shallow desire to be fulfilled by this world. Happiness seems always just around the corner, but even if I reach it, there is always another corner I’m always impatient to discover. If I got married tomorrow, I would start being impatient about having kids within a week. If I got a new job, I would find something to inevitably be unhappy about. If I went back to school, I would be longing to get right back out. I began to fear that I would never be satisfied by anything.

After I got off work, I walked into my church in the middle of a reflection on the seven last words of Christ. I sat down and began to listen completely unaware of what word they are on. However, I quickly realized it was a reflection done by Bishop Robert Baron, and the word was “I thirst.”

Bishop Barron begins speaking as if to my own feelings of dissatisfaction. He said that one can only find happiness by giving oneself to other person. That just keeping ones happiness inside, only lead to that gift of happiness ultimately extinguishing.  It was then that I became painfully aware of how all my problems and unhappiness came from my own self-seeking. That I was indeed like the woman at the well, as he mentioned in the reflection, looking for happiness in all the wrong places and only for myself, yet searching desperately for that water that could quench her desires.

“Everyone who drinks this water will be thirsty again: but whoever drinks the water I shall give will never thirst; the water I shall give will become in him a spring of water welling up to eternal life.” – John 4: 13-14

The thing isn’t that I will never be satisfied, but that this world can never satisfy me.

It looks pretty and seems like a good substitute. In fact, I can find a lot of joy and happiness here as it mirrors the happiness and beauty of Heaven. However, nothing can ever fully substitute for the beauty of heaven and the love I shall receive there. Nothing can ever replace the love Jesus gives me and longs to pour out over me.

So I am indeed still a tiny child. A very very stubborn child. But I have a good father who follows me around even when I chase after birds and butterflies. He stands behind me as I hopelessly grasp at their beauty when I really should be grasping for Him. He patiently waits, yet He thirsts for me and longs for me to turn to him with my heart in my hands to present only to Him.

This Easter look at what God has given you. Not just on earth, but through his death and Resurrection. How often do you stop to contemplate eternity or the great gift his death and resurrection has given you? How often do you attempt to rely on yourself instead of his good divine plan? Thank Him for his sacrifice and run to his loving arms that are waiting for you!

Thoughts Over Tea – Sensational Memory

I breathe in the steam lifting up from my mug. As soon as the scent of green ginger tea fills my nose, my mind drifts back to summer and warmth. It was like time travel. All the emotions and experiences I had during last summer instantly hit me like a pleasant storm. Happiness and anticipation for the coming summer consumed me. I took a sip and wondered why I haven’t drank this tea in months despite a good bit of it sitting in my cabinet.

I am glad I didn’t though. If I had, the smell and taste of green ginger tea would not have been so attached to a time when I was filled with anticipation for the future. To a time when my depression and anxiety were more manageable, and my mind was filled with ideas for new stories and plans.

It’s amazing how smells and tastes can take you back to childhood or a certain time of joy (or sadness). Green ginger tea takes me back to last summer working as a marketing intern and praying with my boyfriend about our future. The smell of rain evaporating reminds me of summer afternoons playing outside after a storm or going to the ballpark with my dad and brother. There is even a certain taste that I cannot remove from my mind of a bad jelly sandwich that I never want to taste again.

The scents of early spring and fall that are just faintly noticeable for the first few weeks of each before they becomes entirely unnoticeable are also some of my favorite scents. Those scents always remind me of the sports my siblings frequently played during those times, and fall especially puts me in the mood to sit down and write for hours on end (mostly likely because there was one fall in-particular that I remember writing a lot outside at my siblings sporting events).

I feel blessed to have these little moments of wonder at the world. It is just amazing how our bodies are set up to function in such a way that gives us joy and bliss at such little things, yet pain and hurt at others. Take a moment to think of certain smells and experiences in your life that just please you. How is God speaking to you in those moments? Or how do you see beauty in those little unimportant things and why do you find beauty in them?

Leave a comment about a certain smell, taste, or sound reminds you of something wonderful from your past.

A Bit of Inspiration from a Rock Dragon

A few months ago, my boyfriend and I went to a park in Oak Mountain. I had been to the park a few times during high school for soccer games and remembered it being big and containing some little wooded nooks perfect for exploring. The last time I was there, I was writing stories constantly and the experience I had at the park left me feeling ready to write. Coming back to the park years later brought back a lot of nostalgia and I found myself hoping to find a fairy sitting on a stone or a portal to a fantasy world down waiting for me in at the end of a wooded path.8fe8db6b8f52427da0897b993833fe08

I quickly found this rock pictured on the left that looked like a dragon. I stood on it, finding myself giving the dragon a story and an explanation of why it was turned to stone. It was incredible and I realized how much I missed writing creatively and siting for long hours dreaming up stories of elves and wizards.

It made me realize how much I let my anxiety, a bad creative writing class, and a busy schedule keep me from doing what I love. I miss writing stories for long hours and, even if it’s just in my mind, entering into the magical worlds I created.

So though this was months ago, this rock dragon has given me inspiration. I’ve wanted to start a blog for a long time, but never could figure out what I wanted it to be about. Now I know. I want this blog to be a place where I can write stories and create content that will entertain and amuse my friends, family, and maybe one day strangers. I want this blog to be a creative space where I can stop dreaming and start doing. Because dreaming is great, but what’s a dream if you never do anything about it.

Random Thoughts: Pealing Paint and Birmingham

Photo of Birmingham building with paint chipping away.

Everyday as I walk to my internship, I pass a brick wall covered in chipping away paint. From the first day, I was struck by bright reds and vibrant yellows against the white. Further, the letters on the wall did not connect to each other creating an interesting composition of letters. It reminds me how much Birmingham has changed and how people used to walk by this spot and see a newer, fresher Birmingham that was bustling from business and the iron industry.

Now after years of an empty Birmingham, the city is on the rise again. My home that was on the verge of dying is now blossoming to life. I can’t wait to see what Birmingham grows into.